Day 28 - Have you had any setbacks you’ve had to overcome? How did you do it?

Well, bingeing is really a big hurdle for me. I’m still trying to overcome that as well as eating when I’m just bored or not hungry at all. I get tempted with food fast since everyone around me isn’t really trying to eat healthy so food here is just normal and fatty.

Day 27 - How do you stay on track in tempting situations? (e.g. BBQs, Birthday parties, out with friends, etc.)

I don’t. :( I haven’t quite disciplined myself enough. No self control. :((

Day 26 - What excites you most about reaching your goals?

1. Not being nervous about the tournament cos I know I’ll me within weight limit. I know I’ll be able to play. And though I lack training, at least I know I made the effort to make it and that I really want to play.
2. Looking in the mirror, and seeing my new body, the new me! Being happy with what stares back at me and not being ashamed to show it.
3. WEARING AWESOME CLOTHES THAT LOOK AMAZING ON ME! No more sizes too big so they won’t hug my body. Heck, hug it all you want!
4. Eating regular food, not worrying that it’ll make me look like a pig.
5. Finally getting my goal. Finally proving to myself that I can do this.
6. People asking me how I did it and I lost so much weight and wow I look great.
7. Contentment within myself and my body. <3

I could go on forever.

Day 24 - When did you first notice your hard work paying off?

I haven’t. -_______-

Although my tita told me I look skinnier today (since I came home from vacation)
And people (a lot) have told me I look better at this weight. But they don’t get it. I hate being at this weight. And being at this weight doesn’t let me play in a light weight division for judo, therefore I’m not light. -__- 

Day 23 - Did the media play a role in your wanting to lose weight?

In a way yes, cos I see all these bomb-ass girls on tv or internet or whatever. But its mostly just cos I HAVE to make it to a certain weight to be able to play a tournament in judo and cos I’ve gained weight since I went back to Seattle. I just really want this for myself also. I’m tired of people making fun of me. :(

Day 22 - Quick! What are the 5 things you like best about yourself?

1. That I’ve been able to last 3 years in my course with one failure (hoping not to add anymore to it) even if its killing me already, and I just want to throw in the towel. I really want to finish this and become a rich-ass like a boooosss!
2. That even though I am self-conscious about my weight and I’m not exactly the skinniest girl, I am confident in my own little way.
3. I’m worried about a lot of things. Now that may seem like a bad thing for some people, but I like that even though I am a bit reckless sometimes; I still have caution over things. No body likes a train wreck.
4. I’m sensitive. I don’t like to have conflicts with people I’m close with. Sometimes I think I’m too sensitive and over think things.
5. I’m trying to make myself better. I’m trying to do this the right way. Even though I’m already discouraged as hell.

What was really sad about this was that I couldn’t think of anything to write about me for like 5 minutes; I was just staring around my room thinking of something good to say about myself that I liked. :|

Day 21 - What is your favourite resource for healthy living info?

Tumblr :D Or random sites on google or emails I get from livestrong or Jillian Michaels.

Day 20 - What is your favourite form of cardio?

Running. :) I don’t know if its cos its the easiest to do and it does a lot for me too. Or if I don’t know any other cardio ahah. All I know is that I love to run. Even if I’m not really a runner. I hate bike riding. :|

Day 19 - When is your favourite body part to work on? Why?

Mmm, I just like to do a lot of cardio. But I do a lot of abs too. I find it super hard. :| I can’t seem to get the flab off and my tummy is always bloated. I’d like to do some ass too. Actually, now that I think about it.. Everything ahah. Everything about my body has to be smaller besides my boobs cos its already so small. xD

Day 18 - What food is your weakness?

Weakness. Gaad. So many. Ice cream? Burgers? Pizzaaaa! I looove Italian! Mmm, home cooked ‘ulam’. Rice! Hahaha. So impossible to choose. Chocolate!